January 26th, 2026

A lot of things make me mad. I've always been that way, getting irritated at the smallest things that happen, stuck on a persistent hair-trigger. But I'm not mad now. I'm just...numb. Numb as the world changes around me, often for the worse.

Life has never been perfect. Or better than most. But it is, for what it's worth, exactly what you make of it. Laws change. Borders change. People change. The clock ticks on, and it's a lesson in letting go as much as it is a lesson in keeping up.

I worry for those that can't keep up, or can't let go. And maybe, just maybe, I hope for those who can steer change down a kinder path. Because the light at the end of the tunnel seems dimmer than it did yesterday.

And I almost don't care.

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